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What does whining get you?

I used to say that to my children when they were little and whining at me throughout a store for me to buy them whatever was the latest and greatest fad.  Over my shoulder I’d say “What does whining get you?”  and wait for their sometimes whiny response – “nothing”.

I recently began mosaicing again after a three year hiatus, (that hurts just to write that, I thought it was just two.) I won’t bore you with all my reasons and excuses, suffice it to say, I’m aware of them and am going to work hard to not let that happen again.

I recently heard myself whining about not having enough time to begin to mosaic again and some kind friends just said “let it go” and “just start”. I took some time to pause and reflect and remembered that whining brings nothing to the table and that I better start practicing what I had so long ago preached.  I also really wanted to have some new work in the Women Sharing Art, Inc. show of which I am a member. And I had about three weeks to make that happen.  Oy…

A lot of changes were occurring in my life when I first started making this mosaic.  I was overwhelmed with perceived obligations and responsibilities.  I pushed them all out of the way and began thinking about the people and relationships and the creative energy in my life and how they are interconnected and interwoven, each affecting and influencing the other, realizing that sometimes I want separations or boundaries and what do they look like and feel like.

The sketch began taking shape.  I created some rules about making this mosaic:  I had to use the materials I already had, I couldn’t buy any thing, I had to work it out with what I had; I wouldn’t let myself think too much about the patterns I was creating within the circles, I just had to do it as I didn’t have time to overthink, ponder or worry about a direction I may want to take.   Time was running out!  So I knew I had some circles and intersecting lines and I kind of knew where I wanted the yellow pieces.  And, it had to be big and red as we had agreed to make something big and red for our show Make it BIG – Make it RED.

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Thank God for the snowstorm that hit the week before the mosaic was due.  I hunkered down and spent the whole day and into the night working on Interconnected.

No more whining, just doing. Look what happened when I stopped whining…

 

 

Showing Up and Getting Wet

I think I might have mentioned that I tend to procrastinate a bit when it comes to my art and anything related to it.

I’ve updated my website and have had it finished for a couple of months, maybe more like 4 months and I haven’t told the world or anyone, really, that it is finished and ready for viewing.  I’ve been procrastinating, making excuses – “It’s not ready”, “It’s not exactly the way I want it”, “The art isn’t good enough”, and the list goes on and on.  Replace the “it’s” and the “art” with an “I” and you can imagine what’s going on in my head!

I recently read a book called Daring Greatly by Brené Brown.  Ms. Brown recounted a story  about her daughter: she wanted her mother to get her out of a a swim meet race because she didn’t think she would win/finish/do well.  Long story short, Ms. Brown asked her daughter if she could make her goal be to just show up to the race and get wet.  I’ll leave you to read the book and see what happens, but that question has resonated with me since I read the book.  I make choices so much harder than they have to be.  I found it’s so much easier for me to agree with myself to just “show up and get wet”.  What I do from there is for another blog post but getting “showing up and getting wet” has really helped me.
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I recently sent an email announcing my newly designed and improved website to people I have come in contact with who have bought my art work over the years.  It was really scary for me to hit send on that email.  I’m asking everyone I know to see what I’ve created.  I’m exposing myself to criticism and judgment, but I’m also exposing myself to positive comments and outcomes too.  I don’t know what’s going to happen but I’ve jumped into the pool and I’m swimming.  Thanks Brené Brown!

Provost Commission, 2012 © Libby Hintz

Provost Commission, 2012 © Libby Hintz

Carrots and Sticks

Over my lifetime I have found that I often need a “carrot on a stick” to make me learn something new. When computers were first on my horizon in the early 90’s, my brother sent me his old DOS-based computer – complete with the blue screen and the flashing prompt! I needed a reason to learn how to use a computer so I offered to create a newsletter for my children’s PTA. I found MS Publisher and I started learning how to use a computer. I didn’t really want to learn the back end of it, just how I could use a computer to make things look nice.

20 years later, here I sit, with another carrot in front of me. I wanted a website that I could edit myself. I wanted it to look nice but I didn’t really want to get under the hood. So, I hired Joanna Waterfall, a graphic designer from California , who then hired Sarah Potter, a web designer from Washington. I didn’t think it all the way through (I usually don’t) but Joanna knows what she’s doing and asked me a bunch of questions (five pages worth!) and several months later, I’m where I said I wanted to be. I have a website I can edit myself. There’s so much I don’t know, I feel like I’m learning a new language with all the terms being presented to me behind the scenes. Attributes, taxonomies, affiliate products, linked products, up-sells, huh?

I’m making myself learn it all. I’m not quite where I want to be in terms of my comfort level but I can handle it, right?
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Sandy No 2 6 x 4
Sandy No. 2, ©Libby Hintz 2012
6″ x 4″ on Wediboard, turquoise chips and multi-colored seed beads

Treasure Hunt

I seem to write down quotes that speak to me and leave them in the most random places.  I have found them in the bottom of my inbox on my desk; my bedside table; in my jewelry drawer; half used notebooks left at the top of a bookshelf, on old envelopes; tucked away in my wallet; written on the Stickies app on my computer.  I kind of like that they aren’t all in the same place, organized for me to be able to find them, (though part of me would like that too).  The quotes are little clues that I’ve left for myself without even knowing I was on a treasure hunt.

This quote showed up and I drew in my breath when I saw it: “A goal is just a wish without a plan.” by Antoine de_Saint-Exupery.  I’ve been making plans and I realize now, they are mostly wishes.  Time to buckle down and make some plans for where I really want to go.

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Retracing My Steps, No. 1

Retracing My Steps, No. 1

I begin.

Picture me, a little girl who is about 7 or 8, quietly, timidly dipping her little toes into a large pool of water.

I’ve been circling the idea of a blog since 2011.   In October 2011, Alyson Stanfield of www.ArtBizCoach.com fame came to my hometown to conduct a conference for about 30 artists who lived in the NY Metropolitan area.  It was there that I began to think about creating a blog.

I’m here.

The idea of blogging makes me feel vulnerable. The idea of blogging makes me feel scared. Blogging will expose me and my thoughts and open them up to judgment and criticism.

The idea of blogging makes me feel brave and excited as I  anticipate blazing a new path for myself into uncharted jungles and waters.

And you know what?  I create art, I show art, I share art, I sell art.

Creating makes me feel all those things too – scared, vulnerable, excited, exhilarated and I took THAT leap.

I talk to people one on one all the time; I share my thoughts, perceptions, and opinions.  Every time I share my thoughts, I say something that I need to hear, that “ding” will go off and I will hear myself say, “You need to apply that to your own life.”
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Blogging is another “ding” for me.  The written word is so powerful and I’m on a journey to see how powerful it will be.

I’m paying attention to the “dings” when they occur.  They become guidelines for me, something to remember when in doubt.

That’s how I feel today as I publish my very first blog post.  I realize that I take a long time to implement an idea or a thought once I decide I am going to do something.   It’s part of my process and I’m getting faster at implementing than I used to be, in life and in ART.    Here we are, on the Corner of Life and Art.

I begin.

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